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Well I’ve done a complete 180 since October; I no longer want to attend a large university, I’m letting a man influence my decisions, and I’m jumping into situations. Explanation… I really don’t know what I want to do nor do I have the money to blow on being indecisive. I can’t pay $30,000 a year to live 1.5 hours away and for something I’m unsure about. One things for sure though, I still want to leave the state. I plan on moving to Tennessee by July with my boyfriend and best friend. I never thought someone would impact a decision so much. Before this, I was just going to go to a smaller school here and live with him. Big things are coming my way, along with big struggles. I hope I’m not making a mistake. I hope it’s all worth it..

Well you know it’s really cool when I post a long ass thing on here and nearly half of it publishes. I hate that.

I’ve had a wonderful past couple of weeks. I’ve learned a lot about some people I thought I was close with and I’ve learned to not judge a book by its cover. I’ve seriously met my match. Charles Dustin Diesbach is by far the closest person I have been with this fast. We are just alike it’s unreal. Things have really been looking up for the both of us since we’ve gotten to know each other. He wishes that he had dated me sooner though, like when my mom introduced us. But I think now was perfect timing. I went camping with him and his wild family, and I had a blast. I plan on spending many weekends and many summer nights in Brookville with him

How many people can say they have met a man that meets EVERY requirement on their boyfriend criteria list? Well who cares, because I can say that. ;)